Today...

I spent four hours

working on annoying medical files....

I ate a grilled cheese sandwich

for breakfast....

I tried (unsuccessfully) to make it through

a deployment ceremony

without crying....

I let an older lady

hold my baby

while I

held her quilted purse....

I got defensive....

I rapped the ABC's

for my giggly toddler...

I smiled at my husband

because he is incredible (and hot).

I cried because that picture

of Benjamin flying on my feet

is just too cute for words....

I purchased a really awesome fathers day gift....

I cried because

I don't know how to do

deployment...

I laughed when Ben saw a helicopter

and said "that's sweet..."

I missed

my family...

I saw Keen Sandals and

I missed Rick's family...

I drove on

the highway and

yelled at some annoying drivers

under my breath....

I cried

because I was hungry...

I realized that

I

am an emotional wreck....

I kissed

my husband...

I dropped the kids with our neighbor

and went

on a date with my best friend....

I wrote

this blog...